LilyTurnedBlack

I’m sorry I’m so selfish. I didn’t mean to come across as rude or inconsiderate, Nor thoughtless or uncaring. I honestly had no idea that someone else could be hurt. I didn’t think anyone would mind or care the slightest. But now everyone is angry with me, and everyone is yelling. I didn’t think I was being selfish, Not as I empty the bottles of pills into my mouth. Not when I slid a blade across my skin, Not when I didn’t leave a note or letter explaining why. Not when I awoken to fuzzy faces in a hospital room. But I should be, because “I didn’t ask for help.” Because I &ldqu